Discernment of Time

Saturday morning post which I haven’t done in a while...   I have been contemplating this chapter more this week than I expected.   I truly value “my” time.  It is the one piece of  “my” life that I feel I have a little bit of control over.  I know my mindset needs to shift... it is not “my” life any longer...  However, I am the steward over it.

I am challenging myself to really think about how I spend the time that has been given to me.  I know there will be sleep.  That is a given.  I know there will work, that too is a given.

The question I am pondering is where does God want me to spend my ministry time.  In reality, my life should be a ministry.   How I interact with my family, my coworkers, my friends...people I run into at the store or while eating at a  restaurant.

How about opportunities that others may want to pull me into?    I struggle with this at times.  I struggle with becoming overcommitted and sometimes overwhelmed.  I struggle with maintaining a balance that allows me be involved without expectations becoming more.    I struggle with saying no at times and sometimes being to quick to say no.

I know my time is not my own, but I also know God has made me steward... and it is my responsibility to discern, through God’s leading, where that time should be spent.

The flip side of this is that I know I have more time than some... maybe even most... perhaps Iam simply holding on too tight.

Prayer and discernment needed.

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  1. Thinking of ourselves as stewards of the time God gives us is a wise perspective to have. And I agree, Ryan, that we should be living out our ministry in every facet of our lives - in close relationships and casual ones. And just as an aside, learning to say "no" was, for me, extremely empowering. Mind you, I don't say that word to an opportunity until I've prayed about it, but we do have to understand our limits.
    Blessings!

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    1. No is a word I am still learning to say... and when I do, it is still hard to stick with it.

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